5.22.2012

i'm weird and twitterpated. it's fine.

fact: i tanned in my unds today. i couldn't find my little bikini and i wasn't going to let my tummy go un-noticed by the sun. it's fine. yes, it's true i'm unbelievably weird in every sense. but my legs are lookin' sexy so does it really matter?  don't answer that.

so... my life is in a little bit of a twist right now. and it's fair to say that i am the biggest and most ignorant hypocrite alive. please disregard everything i have said about love and relationships. you know what it was - a broken heart that didn't want to be broken anymore and yet, was too afraid to let it heal again. so i kept it torn and didn't want to fix it, i wouldn't let anything fix it. and i feared if i ever did it would just break again.

and this was something i never would ever have expected. i didn't expect it. who does? and you think you're shocked? well, let me tell ya. it was such a shock that i couldn't sleep or eat. really, i didn't eat - i lost 10 pounds in one week. but i was too happy to notice. it's lovely and crazy and weird and awesome and new and i have butterflies all the time and happy and giddy and darling and lovely.

{and i love it}.

KATHRYN.

2 comments:

Unknown said...

Oh, Katy, dearest.
I {am} so very happy for you! And also, thrilled that you have the courage to do what I would not - namely, tan in your underclothing. {Rather impressed.}

Caitlin said...

Kathryn... I sure hope the bishop (who happens to be your next door neighbor, in case you forgot ;) ) didn't see you tanning. That's just plain awkward! Anyway, reading that did make me smile and laugh. ;)